try to be alone

actually i can tell that my life is changing in this year ...

get argue ...

get lesser friends ...

get lesser cares ...

no boyfriend ( that's just alright for me )

and more ...

so that i told myself ...

try to be alone ...

be silents ...

is alright that no ones cares ...

of cause if i need it always ...

in future if i lack of caring friends ....

wht to do ...

i learn a lot of things this year ...

i can see through a lot of thing ...

but not all ...

i know still got a lot of thing waiting me to learn it ...

ya ...

start my story here ...

is quite complicated ...

maybe i'm leaving soon ...

but not sure ...

not to far ...

just leave school ...

but most propably i'm not leaving ...

sure you guys dont understand wht im going to tell

so ...

actually i choosing wrong subj now ...

so im gonna go for other way try to change my subj ...

my mum is allow ...

but my dad still dont allow ...

and i dont know in future will he allow me or not ?

still is a question mark ( ? )

if doesnt work ...

i dont know in future how im going do done myself ?

go for sweeping floor ?

maybe ...

quite stress on this ...

not only this .,..

exam is coming ...

owh !!!!

i cant believe ...

there's a week of holiday ...

im going back to school everyday ...

gosh !!!!

but im wasting time today ...

i didnt study whole day ...

but my brain dont know what is the matter on it ...

i cant even memories anything ...

gosh !!!!

i dont know what to do ...

hope god will bless me in the exam .....