what should i write 2day
can i say abt myself
ok larh ~
these day
i have been argue with my mum n "kai ma "
my mum forgive me
but my "kai ma" didnt
i also duno y
she told me i didnt grow up
actually didnt i ?
i do something good no ppl praise me
but whn i do something wrong
all the ppl started 2 scold me
u told me that this world doesnt fair
i accept
i change
but say no
just only that thing happen
thn u say i didnt change
i m still the same
u tell me not to compare
ok
i dont compare
thn did anyone knw my feeling ?
how i feel everyday
i laugh i smile not through frm my heart
i can only laugh happily with my FRIENDS only
it doesnt feel any pressure with them
doesnt
i enjoy myself with my friends
even with outside aunt n uncle
whn i stand near with my family
i started to be moody
that's y i wan to leave this country
i appreciate having this family
but i dnt knw y
i feeling like having pressure
i have a lot of secret i didnt tell to my parent
even though none of the one
i choose 2 keep into my heart
just do nothing
began small
after my parent divorce
i doesnt knw
i just knw nothing
after that sis told me thn i only knw
some one still lie 2 me n told me
mum just whn out to do some job !
what is this reason
i hate
y ?
adult didnt tell the truth 2 children?
y adult do something and never say sorry ?
i didnt even heard sorry frm any adult?
i still remember whn i was still a child
i asked grandpa went to buy some colour pencil
thn grandpa said cant
grandma ordered grandpa dont bring me go anywhere
thn i told grandpa never mind
i will go to school n bought it
thn grandpa bought me outside there n buy
thn whn i walked till home
thn my grandma toke the cane me
she doesnt wan 2 listen to me
after canning
thn she started to ask
y asked grandpa go out again
i said to buy colour pencil
thn she cane agn n scolded me
she said at house got so many colour pencil still wan to buy ?
thn i said all those spoil
cant use
or not are short
thn she asked grandpa y he wan 2 bring me go out ?
thn grandpa say if he didnt bring
thn i will go out n buy myself
thn my grandma cane me agn
i started to scream
i scream i told my grandma
i told her i will go to school n bought it !
thn she stopped
after that she took the new colour pencil
n thn she took all the old colour pencil to me
the other day
she gave the new colour pencil the my younger cousin
she taught i dont knw anything
but i knw
i didnt told
so ?
adult didnt said sorry
had i done anything wrong ?
did i?
I hate !
did i do anything wrong
i just do nth ?
just 4 a colour pencil
thn cane me ?
ridiculous
on that day
i started to had pressure to anyone of my family !
can i say abt myself
ok larh ~
these day
i have been argue with my mum n "kai ma "
my mum forgive me
but my "kai ma" didnt
i also duno y
she told me i didnt grow up
actually didnt i ?
i do something good no ppl praise me
but whn i do something wrong
all the ppl started 2 scold me
u told me that this world doesnt fair
i accept
i change
but say no
just only that thing happen
thn u say i didnt change
i m still the same
u tell me not to compare
ok
i dont compare
thn did anyone knw my feeling ?
how i feel everyday
i laugh i smile not through frm my heart
i can only laugh happily with my FRIENDS only
it doesnt feel any pressure with them
doesnt
i enjoy myself with my friends
even with outside aunt n uncle
whn i stand near with my family
i started to be moody
that's y i wan to leave this country
i appreciate having this family
but i dnt knw y
i feeling like having pressure
i have a lot of secret i didnt tell to my parent
even though none of the one
i choose 2 keep into my heart
just do nothing
began small
after my parent divorce
i doesnt knw
i just knw nothing
after that sis told me thn i only knw
some one still lie 2 me n told me
mum just whn out to do some job !
what is this reason
i hate
y ?
adult didnt tell the truth 2 children?
y adult do something and never say sorry ?
i didnt even heard sorry frm any adult?
i still remember whn i was still a child
i asked grandpa went to buy some colour pencil
thn grandpa said cant
grandma ordered grandpa dont bring me go anywhere
thn i told grandpa never mind
i will go to school n bought it
thn grandpa bought me outside there n buy
thn whn i walked till home
thn my grandma toke the cane me
she doesnt wan 2 listen to me
after canning
thn she started to ask
y asked grandpa go out again
i said to buy colour pencil
thn she cane agn n scolded me
she said at house got so many colour pencil still wan to buy ?
thn i said all those spoil
cant use
or not are short
thn she asked grandpa y he wan 2 bring me go out ?
thn grandpa say if he didnt bring
thn i will go out n buy myself
thn my grandma cane me agn
i started to scream
i scream i told my grandma
i told her i will go to school n bought it !
thn she stopped
after that she took the new colour pencil
n thn she took all the old colour pencil to me
the other day
she gave the new colour pencil the my younger cousin
she taught i dont knw anything
but i knw
i didnt told
so ?
adult didnt said sorry
had i done anything wrong ?
did i?
I hate !
did i do anything wrong
i just do nth ?
just 4 a colour pencil
thn cane me ?
ridiculous
on that day
i started to had pressure to anyone of my family !
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